i just dont know how does it feels when you're not really important in your friendship. and i admit that im just a 'black sheep' in this friendship. yeah, i know who i am. aku just merempat dekat tepi tepi jalan meraih simpati orang ramai, i know that. i dont even have any bestfriend like best friend forever until jannah which is selalu berkepit sini sana, buat apa apa together and so on cause everyone is my bestfriend. aku boleh go on dengan sesape pun. tak kisah lah dia tu kelas A or Q or any class they come. semua kawan aku. but sometimes, they are not really understand me. really does not. i dont know apa salah aku selalu je kena marah and kena perli like so fucking shit. sakit hati kot weh. sekali sekala okay lagi. dah kalau berkala kala aku pun naik angin jugak. please lah, kalau nak tegur aku if aku buat salah, tegur lah leklok. tak salah pun kan. biasa lah kan, manusia ni suka dengki tengok orang senang. 

 

kawan boleh jadi lawan. time susah datang cari aku, bila senang lupa aku. sorry lah weh, aku tak perlu ada pun kawan macam kau ni. see? tengok lah apa dorang buat. hang out sama sama tak ajak aku pun. yelah, at least tanya lah aku nak join tak hang out dorang ke apa ke. eeeeeee, sakit hatinyaaaaa. baik takyah ada kawan macam ni. senang hidup. k, fine. aku taknak gaduh gaduh au, seriously malas. aku ni memang tak penting pun dalam hidup dorang. aku tahu itu. tak perlu bagitahu pun. takpe lah, aku terima, aku redha. dugaan hidup aku. so, thank you so much my beloved, lovely friends for everything you had done to me. thanks a lot. i really appreciate it, really.